And I think to myself, what a wonderful world ♫

I like smiles and laughter
I'm just a little bit crazy
Music, quotes and random facts make life worth living
I have too many dreams and I live in my head all the time
I think far too much about nothing at all :)

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I just wish my head would stop, just for one night. I need sleep. I don’t want to live in a building someone died in any longer. I keep having nightmares. I can’t do it any more. I need to know what happened, why won’t they tell us?! It’s messing with my head! 

Flatmate going on about why suicide is so selfish made things worse now the thoughts won’t stop. Bad, bad, bad head. Can’t cut. Got to behave. Have to stay healthy.

Kitchen is a mess. Can’t cook properly or I’ll get sick because flatmate has made it such a germ-ridden mess. I don’t want to get sick. I can’t get sick! Not again, I can’t deal with it.  

Can’t leave my room or I’ll get yelled at by my flatmate - it’s just the 2 of us instead of 5 all weekend D: I’ve never felt so alone. I need to escape. 

I made my room a tip, but now I’m all panicky because my father is visiting this weekend and he might be in here and he’ll be mad. I can’t deal with that. But I’m too tired to clean. 

Such a fuck up. 

Need to go. Need to get out of here. Right now. I do not want to stay in this flat any more.